The world is in front of me, I had the idea what I wanted to do with my life.
And YES. I took a brave step.
Not only once but it's already four times I had tried.
I want this badly, really badly, so I keep trying.
But I started feeling down.
A lot of excuses were given to me.
I know I am not perfect, no one is perfect in this world, there will always a space to improve, to learn.
I miss a lot, I gave up a lot, what I had done is just for achieving my dream.
I even pray hardly everyday, I just wish I could be the one I want to be.
Why others can made it easily but I can't?
I keep asking myself and I asked a lot experiencer and also done a lot of research.
I realised. Now isn't the time for me to keep feeling depressed.
Stop making excuses for myself but find a way to pursue my dream.
Every problem has a solution.
I need to push myself to achieve success.
Hard work only paid off when it meets the right plan of action.
Two days ago, I received a call from them, if I'm not mistaken, they will make an arrangement for me!
The opportunity will arise when you feel hope is gone.
But now, what I can do is just waiting the email patiently.
I keep controlling myself not too excited, good new might be terminated.
I need to get rid of my bad habits, nothing is too difficult, there is always enough time.
It just how badly I want, it's worth to do.
Starting from today, I need to prepare well, well enough to achieve my dream.
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